Heavy Shell, Empty Hell

 "Heavy Shell, Empty Hell"

Not a day goes by that I don't regret
who I've become and the things I've tried to forget
I used to be pure, believe it or not
but losing your innocence will make your heart rot
now I'm just another wasted youth
I've built myself a heavy shell
I'm just another cause to lose
now I'm bound to my own hell
touch me and tell me my skin isn't frozen
tell me I'm not the one you've chosen
you could cry if I walked away
but unlike me, you'd smile again one day
now I'm just a waste of time
and you're too wasted to notice
I'm the empty void inside
and you deserve better than this
touch me, hold me, pull me close
tell me what I already know
bruise me, slice me, break the skin
bleed out the darkness within
have you ever felt like a monster?
every day it moves closer and closer...


~RileyVelvet