It feels like goodbye, but I know it's not.

"It's Cold For September"

these thoughts are poison, like black fire with no smoke
there's nothing in the air, but you still manage to choke
what's the matter with you? i thought you were strong
i used to think you were invincible, but i guess i was wrong
you knew i was always gonna leave you in my dust
but you kept reality at bay because you needed my trust

i love you.
i'll wait for you.
come back to me.

i had a moment of weakness, i'm pleading insanity
whenever my eyes would glaze, you always gave me clarity
but now you're gone and my misery is about to unload
i'm a trampled broken doll watching you drive down the road
it doesn't matter how long it takes, a day is too much
what if my heart collapses, weakened without your warm touch?

i love you.
i'll wait for you.
come back to me.

i know you should go
i know it's the right thing
but don't leave me alone
will you be a mess without me?

i love you.
i'll wait for you.
come back to me.
you love me.
please wait for me.
i'll come back for you.


~RileyVelvet