Riley Velvet Poetry

time for the emo stuff!!
i have to say.. heartbreaks give some of the best work...
[sometimes xD]

i don't have a title for this..

i'm sorry i fell so fast and hard into this.
but i thought that's what you wanted.
apparently i was wrong.

maybe i'm just paranoid.
maybe i'm thinking too much.
maybe my past experiences are clouding my vision and my reasoning.
but this feels like the end.
and i can't tell if i'm ready or not.
i suppose some things are cursed from the beginning and doomed to fail.

but i never thought it would be us.
the signs must have been there, but i overlooked them.
maybe it was on purpose.
maybe i just stopped caring.
either way...
i'm starting to think differently.

maybe i'll never be the same again.
maybe i'm returning to who i once was.
either way...
i'm becoming someone different.

it's best if you don't say anything.
this fog will eat away at your words anyway.
maybe i'll see something in your eyes someday.
maybe there won't be anything to see.

either way...
this isn't the way i thought it would end.

o.O
it doesn't rhyme. but i don't care. i couldn't stop it from coming out.

"I Should Write A Book"

Stop! don't tell me
i know the answer to this one
you're sorry,
but the timing's just not right
you don't wanna start a fight
well, sorry, champ, it's too late
don't even try to deny it
if it's innocent, why'd you try to hide it?
you know the worst part about this game?
i always end up the one who's played
like a guitar you plucked at my heartstrings
and used drums to speed up my heartbeat
you're like a drug, alright, a narcotic that numbs
so when i wake up the next morning, it's your turn to play dumb
the poison apparently worked too well
i don't feel anything as far as i can tell
who are you again? i think we met before
oh, now i recall, you're the one who thought me a whore
it's funny you should say that since you knew all along
but it's not the first time i've been proven wrong
so go ahead, play your little game
i'll stand at the sidelines, it's your turn to be played
you thought i wouldn't make it out alive?
surpise! now i suggest you run and hide..

~RileyVelvet

-gotta love bitterness.